when i just think ! 2024.

….when i think to forget iam finding more than 100 reasons to forget u

when i think to love i just find no reasons to accept u

iam not waiting for u, and i know very well that there are many people who are really good more than u

, i know very well how iam still keeping u n my heart, how am i decide to ignore any persons who came than u

you just make me disappointment when you look to some other girl, it was a hard pain from u

, just plz tell me how did u look to her? did u look to her as you was looking to me

did u dreamed about her as u was dreamed about me, did u talk with her as how u was telling me

how u told her that shes a beautiful ? did u forget how the beautiful girl was just me

did u told her (i just can live without u)? did u cried to believe that u telling her the truth

ohhhhhh i wish if u can see how much time i read what u wrote to her

i wish if i didn’t know u , wish if i can ask u how did that? is that really u

when i decide to leave believe me it was for u , when i was not showing u the truth all that was for u

when i was hurting u that was just to make u hating me and go away,,, from this world who will not accept u to stay

when i was telling u not to come was because i want keep u in my life even if u r not with me

i dont know if we will be or not and i dont care about that,

just remember how much pain u gaves me and how much hounset i gave u

finlly, when i decide to forget i will find 100 reasons to do

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some words of my mind